bummedup

why does he have to be so indenial? why does his pride have to be so hard and thick? it all started on our graduation day... we were seated together. not a single word came out from him. i was going to talk to him but i really had nothing to say. i did my intermission number, i went up stage to get my certificates. i went home earlier than the others. i didn't think of saying goodbye to my friends, it just didn't register in my mind. anyways, as i got home, i checked my cellphone if i had any messages. i did. i didn't have the energy to look at every message but as i scrolled down, he left one. it was a group message and it said... "thi

i finally have a valentine. he wasn't the one i expected to be. i was hoping for someone else actually. but it's cool. my date is alright. the story goes like this... we were on the driveway in school when i looked out my window, he was there. he opened the door, holding a scroll. he got my bags and asked me to open the scroll. it read... "would you be my valentine?" i figured that the one i was hoping for would never really ask me, so i said yes. he was such a sweetheart. though i said "it's still not valentines day you know". he said he didn't mind. he followed me around school. helping me with my books. he ate lunch in our room. people

today, i finally talked to him. and i was just being myself. but believe me, being myself when infront of him is not as easy at is sounds. we talked about alot of stuff. tragedies, past lives, what not. it was cool. to tell you the truth, he's the only one i could really talk to about myself and problems. i really missed talking to him. that big steel wall between the two of us finally broke down. i'm so happy were finally back together as friends. and hopefully, in the future, we might be more than just friends. best friends maybe. who knows?